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25 June 2008 @ 12:07 pm
As The MMORPG Turns  
I never thought gamers were so much into drama but as it turns out, they are.  The happenings in my Conan guild over the last few weeks have been far beyond what I have experienced in an MMO before.

This guild has rolled on an RP-PVP server, PVP [for those non-gamers out there] being Player versus Player.  In other words, anyone can kill anyone, pretty much at any time.  Thus, guilds are much more important here than on a PVE [Player versus Environment, you can only kill NPCs] server.  It gives you protection, someone to hunt with, someone to watch your back.  I played on a PVE server in WoW, so you could be guildless and not have any major problems playing everything but endgame.  Even then, most guilds lived or died on internal tension, not external pressure.

There are a few types of guild around.  One is the big guild, lots of players, a reputation,  like the Yankees and Red Sox.  You have smaller, family style guilds, which sometimes ally with other small guilds or even one of the larger guilds.  There are guilds who play fair, as much as you can on a PVP server, no "griefing" [killing players of much lower level], no "camping" [continually killing the same players], no flame posts on the game forums, etc.  Then there are the PK/griefer/camper guilds whose purpose is to harass other players and guilds.  Basically all guilds are some blend of big or small, and fair or PK.  My guild is a big, fair guild.

Of course we have enemies.  Most of the griefer guilds have the fair play guilds on their KoS [Kill on Sight] list, and most griefer guilds are on the KoS lists of the fair play guilds.  Of course, PVP would not be much fun if you did not have someone to attack, so no harm there.

But in the last couple weeks, we have guilds camping each other in the leveling zones, hacking into web sites and ventrilo servers, embedding spies in the guild, people being ejected from raids and guilds, forum posts and flames, screenshots, petitions, and Crom alone knows what else.

I think I already did the "it's not just a game" post, so I won't go into that aspect, but I am mostly insulated from the fray at this point because I have leveled so much more slowly than most of my guild.  I look to the future with some trepidation; some people think too much with their balls and not their brains as it is.  But the leadership seems to be doing what is needed to keep the ship steady, so I will plod on and continue to explore the strange world of a PVP MMORPG.
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fatbaldguy60
16 June 2008 @ 12:53 pm
Deep in the malaise  
I'm not a hard guy to please.  I would like a lot, but I accept what I have.  Over the last couple months, though, I just seem to be stuck in a "life" quicksand.  I want more, and want to DO more, but the more I try, the deeper I seem to sink.

I stopped playing World of Warcraft.  It just got to the point that I could not be bothered to log in.  That and poker were the two things I stuck with the longest, at least a couple years for each.  I would still be playing poker but for the incredible frustration that is part and parcel of the game.  Who knows, I may start back up, as I still have a lot of interest in the game, and to be honest, I was a decent player.  My winnings outweighed my loses by a large margin.  I kept detailed records, so I could justify spending the money.  

WoW seems more of a grind now than anything else, and the guild drama was still going on hot guns.  I check the forums now and again, but things in the guild seem to be grinding to a halt.  I am not sure I will even buy the next expansion.  In fact, I will probably cancel my sub in the next few days.  It is just a bit difficult to finally pull the plug.

I am playing Conan now with the new guild, and I am having fun with the game.  There is still guild drama, but this is a large guild, so it is not as impactful.  There are still a number of issues with the game, but it is so gorgeous, and the possibilities are tremendous.  I am going to stick with this one for a while.  I am playing a Bear Shaman, a sort of hybrid dps/healer.  Healing in this game is much less powerful.  Also, this is a pvp-oriented game, and we are on a pvp server.  I never did pvp in WoW; so much there depended on macros and fast twitch and jumping around like a freak.  At least in Conan in is more friendly to us "no-longer-in-our-20's" folks.

Writing?  Well, the desire is still there, but the motivation is not.  I like telling stories, but I wonder if I am just to f**king lazy to do it.  I know there are people who think writing is a piece of cake.  I have done some, and "the cake is a lie."  I can't make myself any more promises about writing, because I hate when I don't come through.  Lying to yourself is just pathetic, and I would rather face myself and say, "You just ain't got it, son", than keep playing that same sad song.  Something [info]pbray said struck a chord.  Her writing was being hit because she was using her creativity at work.  I just have so much stuff in my head right now.  I honestly think if I could force myself to write it might help me, but it is getting to that point through all the chaff that seems so difficult now.

Despite my handle, I am not grossly obese.  I could stand to lose probably 30 or so pounds.  I made headway a few months ago, but I seem to have drifted back into bad habits.  Oh, I'll just have a few potato chips, a couple M&Ms won't hurt.  My father has an issue with food.  I am not sure I would quite class it as an addiction, but it is close.  I always thought I was much more mentally strong than that, but lately I have begun to question that assertion.  Again, finding the mental energy to refocus is hard, slippery as a soaped-up baby in the shower.

And with that we segue to a bright spot.  We had the granddaughter this weekend.  Being a father is tough, even though our daughter was such a good kid that I know I had it easy.  Being a granddad is just about the greatest job in the world.  Chloe is so lovely, and fun, even at three and a half months.  I can't wait to do all those grandad things with her as she grows up.  We even gave her her first shower this weekend, thus the soapy baby reference.  Our son-in-law is a bit leery of giving the baby a shower, mostly because our daughter is a bit of a klutz.  And yes, she is, she gets it form her mother.  He has a vision of the baby squirting out to swan dive into the tub floor.  I am sure they will work it out.

But in the meantime, their car needs to be repaired, and that means Dad has to buy the car a new engine.  [Well, Dad and Mom, she does work hard, too.]  And they have some issues meeting all their bills, so I will need to help them out a bit.  It isn't that I mind, it's just that I thought by this time in our lives we would be in a different place.  Instead, we still take care of my dad, and we have not been able to afford to do the things we want.  We have never, in our married life, traveled somewhere on vacation just for us.  It has always been vacations at home.  Meh, you don't need to hear this crap.

We did ok at the dancing competition.  We did have a lot of fun.  They were very nice to the competitors, with towels in the ballroom, lots and lots of cold water, and a hospitality suite with snacks and drinks.  One thing I have decided is that we are not doing Rhythm and/or Latin in lessons from this point forward.  I want to stick with Smooth and move into Standard.  The hip-wiggly stuff is not for me.  We can take group lessons for the latin stuff just so we can add a few moves to our repertoire.  We have taken a couple weeks off from lessons and will go back to one a week when we go back next week.  We did go to the USA Dance event yesterday and really had fun.  We did a quick waltz and we were spinning around the floor.  My wife loved that.

 
 
 
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fatbaldguy60
07 May 2008 @ 02:34 pm
Catching up  
Gaming:  My WoW guild is going through some rough times.  We had a run three weeks ago where things blew up because some guild members were excluded in favor of others not in the guild through the device of rolling for a spot.  That did not go over well.  There were some leadership changes as well; one leader had responsibilities reduced and someone else was made de facto guild leader.  Then over the span of two weeks we lost two of the founding members, and the other has not been in game in a couple months.  That certainly does not help.

We are doing the best we can, but we ran an all guild trip last week and could not down even one boss.  We even wiped on Mag four times.  At that point we called it and there has been some discussion this week about whether we bring people in, or not.  I love this guild, but the tension is a bit much.

On the other hand, my Age of Conan guild is going well.  I actually downloaded and got into the open beta last night, although I did have some trouble with the client.  It looks like it is going to be a lot of fun, and a big learning experience for me, since we will be rolling on a PvP server, which I have never done.  It should be very interesting, but I will have a large guild to help watch my back.  The game itself is gorgeous,

Dancing:  We are getting more practice in and working on trying to tweak things to look as good as possible before the competition, which is in 1 month exactly.  We will have a dress rehearsal at the studio on the night of May 31, where all the people at the studio who are competing will dance rounds, just like at the comp.  I think that will help a lot.

Family:  We had our granddaughter from Fri through Sunday last weekend.  That baby is so well behaved it is spooky.  She does throw a tizzy every once in a while, but she is easy to coax back to normalcy.

Work:  The new guy has started and DivorcedGuy has made the move out west.  He is still working for us, just remotely.  I shall dub the new guy SkinnyAsianGuy.  So far he is doing ok, although a bit slow.  It does take a while and we do work fast in this department, so in time he should catch up.
 
 
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fatbaldguy60
10 April 2008 @ 09:10 pm
Crom guide us  
 Gaming:  Did Kara the past two nights, mainly badge runs.  I did get a piece for my healing set, although I have never actually healed in it.  Seems there is some trouble in the guild, as some people don't want to do the work to run in SSC, just the easy runs to Mag and Gruul.  One officer set up an SSC run for tomorrow and actually noted in the calendar that we would be running with another guild to make up numbers.  Another officer didn't like that.  I did not sign on today, so I am not sure how that is playing out.

Wifey plays online poker.  I used to play a lot, but after a couple years I basically burned out.  Poker is pretty stressful if you want to win.  I was reasonably successful, won a good deal more than I lost overall, but I got tired of it.  Anyway, she plays the low buy-in tourneys and Monday she got in the $1 tournament that started at 5pm.  I went up to the room at 10 like normal and she was still in the tournament.  It started with about 2500 players, and she was down to about 22 left, about 10th place or so.  Well, she was tired, and I handle the end game better, so I wound up playing while she lay down on the bed, as she was also getting a headache.  After 5 straight hours I don't blame her.  Anyway, long story short, I got a 2nd place for over $200, ending at past 12.  Needless to say I was pretty tired.  Tired, but satisfied with my play.  And of course, my wife played great.  Lasting that long in a field that big is quite a feat.

I also pre-ordered Age of Conan.  Release date is May 20th.  I did a good deal of research on the forums and apped to a guild called the Acolytes.  Great website, really good attitude, high standards.  I am in the trial phase right now, another 5 days or so to make myself know to the guild and see if I get in.  I have been in IRC and Vent chatting and talking, getting to know them.  So far, very good people.  I also did a pretty good backstory, if I do say so myself.  There are a couple good writers there, but most of the writing there is a bit juvenile.

Dancing:  Wifey vacillates between doing well and feeling like she sucks like a giant robot vacuum cleaner.  I think we are doing fine and will have a good time at the competition in June, but she is getting a bit scared, I think.  We will keep working.  Good lessons this week, especially in Smooth.  We have the USA Dance event on SUnday, where we can get some practice in, and have some fun.

Life:  Looked after the grandbaby last Saturday for about 7 hours while we gave our daughter and her husband a break.  Doing the same again this weekend.  She is such a good baby for us so far.  Not as good for our daughter, but there you go.  My wife couldn't have left our baby for that long at that age, but our daughter is a bit more normal, so she is ok doing that.  I have to remember to bring my Wii game so if we go to my brother's I can kick his ass in table tennis.
 
 
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fatbaldguy60
01 April 2008 @ 12:10 pm
"Variable Star" - review  
Imagine my surprise when I saw "Variable Star" filed under Heinlein at Barnes & Noble. RAH has always been my favorite author, SF or otherwise, and I had never even heard of this book. It turns out that novel had been outlined by RAH in late 1955, tentatively titled "The Stars Are A Clock". A confluence of events led the estate of RAH turning his [incomplete, as it turns out] notes for the novel to Spider Robinson to write.

The story concerns Joel Johnston, the musically talented son of a Nobel prize winner from Ganymede. It is set in the "Lesley LeCroix" universe, where most of RAH's stuff was set. After a major life disruption he boards a torchship bound for Brasil Novo, far across the universe. There are telepathic twins [per "Time For The Stars"], the New Frontier [per "Methusaleh's Children"], and many other little things that bring older works into the mix.  I don't want to say much more about the plot, although the ending is slightly hinted at in earlier chapters, if you are clever enough to see it [which I was not, but I can never figure out the killer in a mystery either].

The writing itself is very Heinleinesque.  All the good stuff is there; the verbal jousting, the scrappy hero, that familiar setting, the father/mother figures, the strong friendships.  The controversial stuff is there; homo sex, hetero sex, group sex, group marriages, that RAH mix of liberal and conservative values.  The not-so-good stuff is there as well, and by that I mean pages of expository scientific lecturing concerning physics, astronomy, and meditation among other things.  RAH did it [remember the genetics lecture in TEFL?] and Spider does it too.  I have not read enough of Spider Robinson's work in the last 15 years to be able to say if this is imitation or thay happen to both do it.

There are a couple things I did not feel were Heinleinesque.  First, there is much more drug use in this novel than in any of RAH's works.  I can't recall any of RAH's heroes really doing any drug harder than alcohol on any consistent basis.  In this book the hero does abuse quite a lot, especially at the beginning.

Secondly, Joel went off the deep end.  A LOT.  Near the middle of the book he gets his stuff together, but by then I already wanted to smack him upside the head.  

Despite those quibbles, I enjoyed the book immensely.  The ending shocked me somewhat, but after thinking about it, he had sone something similar in another book, which I won't name, as it gives something away.  I enjoyed the characters, the situation, and the story.  

Bravo, Spider Robinson, and thank you for letting the master visit with us one last time.
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fatbaldguy60
30 March 2008 @ 09:26 am
Come dancing  
Dancing:  We had our lesson yesterday.  Worked on rumba.  In fact we probably spent too much time doing it, working on wife giving resistance.  Later in the lesson, she stated she would prefer to start the lesson with swing, as she feels she is more focused at the end of the lesson, and rumba is the dance she needs to concentrate for the most.  I worked with the instructor on what three "specialty" steps we will use for rumba, cha-cha, and ECS.  Went through that a couple times.  Basically the judges only see you for a moment, so you want to get the nice stuff in there quick.  Worked on swing, my weakest dance by a long way.  Fixed an issue I was having with the peekaboo move.  I also need to work on stepping backward on the rock in swing and cha when we do a double peekaboo.  Normally in cha you come out moving forward, but with the double you go back on the first one.   I just need to concentrate on that for a while.

We also decided to change our Saturday lesson to Wed evening.  We have a full schedule, and that will free us up a little on Saturday.  Having a noon lesson was getting in the way of doing something else, so hopefully this will help.  We have also decided we should stay after lessons for a bit to practice.  We will see how that goes.
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fatbaldguy60
30 March 2008 @ 08:30 am
Humiliated by the nerfed boss  
Gaming:  First we did Gruul's Lair last night.  One-shotted Maulgar, wiped once on Gruul and then downed him.  We were feeling good, so instead of Magtheridon, we headed for Serpentshrine Cavern to get our first look at The Lurker Below.  We did really well on the trash, no wipes, very few deaths, surprising Stonehelm.  However, our unfamiliarity cost us as we wiped 4 times.  I had trouble with getting back on the platform, and people were getting siphoned all over the place.

So we decided to go get Mag real quick.  He had been nerfed for 2.4, so we were told.  But we apparently decided to wear our stupid pants because we could not get him.  Four or five wipes later we called it a night.  1:30 am, and I had to be up at 7am this morning for work.  Not the best mood to be in going to bed.  We can be really good when we are "on", but we stink when we are not. 
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fatbaldguy60
28 March 2008 @ 08:52 am
Review: Heroics For Beginners  
Review:  Finished "Heroics For Beginners", by John Moore a couple days ago.  Overall, an enjoyable, quick read.  It did seem lightweight to me, and that may have been the intention.  So much of the material was standard fairy-tale, altered slightly, that it felt like it did not have much original substance.  Not to say it was not well, written.  It was, and I did enjoy it.  I don't think I will pick up the next in the series, though.  Just not enough in it to get me that far.

Gaming:  Actually finished up all the new daily quests at least once each.  There are some new things to do, so the added variety was nice.  Realized I did not loot the head of Kael when I did the Magister's Terrace instance the other night, so no heroic key yet.  I will have to run regular gain to do that.  What a noob.
 
 
 
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fatbaldguy60
26 March 2008 @ 10:45 am
Ballroom blitz  

Dancing:  Another lesson last night.  I think the wife is getting a bit frustrated because she feels like we are going bakc to basics a lot, learning how to push and step correctly.  But, our instructor says we are way ahead of other couples she has.  I think it is that she sees we are doing well, wants us to get the fundamentals right, and is trying to push a little bit so we keep improving.  A lot of work on twinkles, promenade position, pushing, contact, etc.  At the end we did a bit of tango, but dear wifey seemed a bit tired and not concentrating, so after about ten minutes I said we should pack it up.  She wanted to go on, because she is stubborn like that, and she did practice for a few more minutes with the instructor's son before he gave his next lesson.  However, if it ain't happening I am usually content to leave it and try later when the mojo is better. 

It looks like we will only do foxtrot and waltz in smooth, rumba and ECS in rhythm, since that appears to be the Newcomer dances.  We may dance Bronze as well, but then we might have to do full Bronze next year.  However, I may want to do both Newcomer and Bronze, and she indicated that might be ok as well.

Gaming:  Well, more people joined the guild last night.  We may have broken that barrier that separates Kara guilds from 25 man guilds.  And there was some good discussion on the forum, Kal and Xaal are slowly getting back in the game, and they are promoting another officer, although who is unknown.  They asked for input, and I gave mine.

2.4 patch finally arrived.  There are so many quests it is somewhat confusing, to be honest.  I did get to run the Magister's Terrace 5 man in regular mode.  Not too tough, except for the last boss, Kael'thas.  The fight took us a while to figure out, and even then we only had two left when we finally downed him on like the fourth attempt.  The third boss was pretty easy, much like Moroes.  Even though we managed to let all the council bosses run around we still got them all down with no fatalities.  We wiped once to the second boss, but once we focused on the pure energy sparks [like Curator fight] he went down pretty easy.  First boss was like the fish tank boss in SV, not too much trouble.  He does do some aoe explosions that hurt a good deal, but again, no deaths.  The trash was not too bad, but we were a bit sloppy, letting mobs get away and drag other mobs in.  Fortunately we were well geared, so no big problems there.  I think heroic mode should be ok, except for the Kael'thas fight.  That should be a doozy.

Writing:  I am thinking some things through, but I am having so much trouble just motivating myself to write.  Once I get started, I will be ok, but it is like the big black death wall in the Belgariad that Garion has to break through to save Horse.  Then again, maybe I need to look at it as chipping away at the wall, a bit at a time.  I will set myself a goal of at least 1 hour on Saturday, and see if I can manage that.  I suck so much.

 
 
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fatbaldguy60
23 March 2008 @ 02:54 pm
Tanking Gruul  
Gaming:  We did Gruul last night before Magtheridon, just for a change.  We got really sloppy with Maulgar and the ogre council.  By the time we got the second one down, ten people were dead, including me.  They did manage to recover and not wipe, which was nice.

On Gruul I was the second tank, and somehow the main tank died at around 40%.  It looked like a wipe, but I stayed on him and we managed to bring him down at grow #16.  It was pretty awesome, the healers were amazing, and I got plenty of whispers of congratulations.

Then on to Mags, where it was a bit of a cluster^&*(.  We finally got him down on like the fourth or fifth attempt, just when everyone's patience had almost run out.

Lots of loot drama last night, mainly due to the fact that we can't get 25 guild members to fill out the run and need to rely on outsiders.  Oh well, we will see what happens. 
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fatbaldguy60
21 March 2008 @ 08:57 am
Trials of the Naaru 1/4  
Gaming:  I was on last night doing some dailies when a guildie asked if I wanted to go kitty to Shattered Halls heroic.  I said sure, and off to Hellfire Citadel I flew.  It took a bit to get started, as one of the group wanted to kill a Fel Reaver to make his key for the instance, but after about 20 minutes we got started.  The Trial quests timer starts after you enter the first room after the first boss.  55 minutes to get through the rest of the place and kill the final two bosses and then the final guy who drops the quest item.  I did have to bear up a few times when the tank went down, like on the second boss, but no major issues.  Of course tanking in cat gear requires more healing, but the priest was up to it.  We were doing quite well on time with no total wipes until the final boss.  We wiped on him, but got him down the second time and then killed the executioner for the quest drop.  Only three more heroics for the title, Champion of the Naaru!.  I am not sure if those are timed runs, but Shattered Halls is supposed to be the toughest, so hopefully I will complete the others soon.  Katz will be so jealous; she ran this with Xaal tanking a couple weeks ago and missed the timer.
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fatbaldguy60
20 March 2008 @ 09:35 am
Semolina pilchard  
Life/dancing:  I did well, behaviorally speaking, at our lesson on Tuesday.  It came up in conversation with my wife for some reason last night and she said that HandsomeYoungDancer [instructor's son, who assists her] actually wondered why I was being so nice.  That really says that I was an asshole.   

A good bit was spend on trying to get her to puuussssshhhh back instead of just falling back on her rear leg.  For some reason she has trouble understanding some relatively simple physical instructions.  She does usually get it, eventually, but she doesn't think like most other people.  Oh well, that is not always a bad thing.  We are starting to get the triple fan in tango closer to decent, and the open fan as well, but we still have work to do.  Fortunately we have until June to get it where we want.

We have been playing Wii for about an hour a night lately.  She played tennis really well, but experienced a let down in golf.  She had done quite well the first time, but like me, the second time is harder, since you are trying to finesse or overpower as you feel you have it down pat.  She is getting better, but I can still see the physical coordination quirks that mimic what is going on in dancing when she plays the golf or bowling games. 

Writing:  I was driving to a site yesterday to swap out s serial card and did some thinking about BannerLord [tentative title of my tentative book].  There were some believability issues that stemmed from how I first came up with the idea.  I managed to do some actual creative thinking and come up with some viable reasons for having things the way I wanted them to be.  I am still wobbling on the protagonist; his origins and current state, but that is not quite as troubling.  I am going to go the index card route and start working on getting the plot and scenes laid out so I can start writing.

Gaming:  I am a bit concerned about the state of the guild.  We had three main leaders and one is out due to [probably long-term] family issues, and the other two are still out [one had major medical issues including a hospitalization].  I am also seeing a few other people posting in the forums about being out of pocket for an undetermined amount of time, and a couple people have transferred to other servers.  I don't think we are at panic stations yet, but I am fretting.  Losing a longtime guild, while not as bad as real life relationship fractures, is emotionally stressful.
 
 
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fatbaldguy60
18 March 2008 @ 08:30 pm
Sir Arthur Clarke passes from this world  
Arthur Clarke died, age 90, in his beloved Sri Lanka.  [info]casacorona said it best.  "Overhead, without any fuss, all the stars were going out."  Both that story ["The Nine Billion Names of God"] and "The Star" had a profound effect on me.  I remember reading and rereading those stories many times. 

We are losing our Grand Masters, one at a time.  We should savor those remaining all the more.
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fatbaldguy60
17 March 2008 @ 08:57 am
Scrooged  
Life:  Saturday we had a nuclear family meltdown.  In and of itself, that is not unusual.  It happens to us all.  The difference this time is that after all the anger, on the drive home I realized how appalling my behavior was.  I am ashamed of my behavior, thoroughly disgusted.  It was as if a light came on and I could see what an abusive jerk I have been for so many years.  Sure, my wife has some issues, but my actions have done nothing to help her.  

I wonder if this was how Scrooge felt Christmas morning.  Maybe not, because I am not ready to be all jolly.  I have said a number of times, I am what I am, and that is not going to change.  Well, it is time for a change.  I expect respect, but I have not been treating the most important person in my life with respect.  I have lied to myself about that, and that feeling makes me want to crawl into a hole from the shame.  

Sunday morning we went to Circuit City to get a game for the Wii [finally picked up and working, huzzah!].  Dad wound up talking to the Verizon people about getting that new simple phone to replace his Razr.  I didn't want to deal with it, and I was dismissive of the woman helping him.  Not just dismissive, but casually dismissive, like it was my right, a habit, rote.  I do this because, for some reason, I feel I am right, all the fucking time.  I am a smart, guy, probably in the top 5%, but sometimes I am just a dumb schmuck.  I hate realizing that.  It stings me, and shakes me, right down to my core.

This is not something I am taking lightly.  It is not going to be easy, that much is obvious.  But I am going to try.
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fatbaldguy60
13 March 2008 @ 09:22 am
Puttering along  
Dancing:  Our lesson on Tuesday was a bit strained.  I am not the most patient guy in the world, maybe not even in the top 100, so when my wife started going on about how she was afraid of falling on a certain step, and she knew it was not rational, I got a bit annoyed.  After all, she goes backwards most of the time, this is a sideways step.  We got over it, and I have decided we will shorten that step to a couple repetitions instead of all the way down the floor like we are supposed to.  I have a hard time dealing with irrational people, as by definition logic won't impact their thinking, such as it is.  Worked more on tango as well, which she needs some improvement on.  Not saying I am great, just that she is behind me in development.  Getting better though, as all our dances are.

Gaming:  Last couple nights just ran a regular instance for a couple guildies.  Tuesday was Botanica for someone who needed part of the Arc key.  I tanked that and we blew through it with no problems.  Regular instances are pretty much easy mode for Kara geared 70s.  Last night ran regular Mana Tombs with someone who was looking for an alchemy potion drop off the last boss.  We did actually wipe on the final boss, since we messed up the strategy, but then came back and took him down in less than a minute the next try.  I was cat and we had a 67 warrior tank, who did a great job.  I had never actually run that one before, so I got a couple quests done that gave me 20 gold each, which was a nice bonus.

Life:  Running down to have a quick visit to our daughter Saturday and also go to pick up the Wii from my brother.  It seems that there is so much to do in my life and so little time to just do nothing.  I guess that is a good thing in some ways.

Work:  Today is relatively quiet for a payroll day, which I am not questioning.  Looks like my colleague is going to be leaving in June.  Someone let the cat out of the bag to me in error.  Not sure I understand people.  His divorce is final in June, and he will be plunging into a new relationship and giving up his job and the place he lived most of his live for someone else.  I hope for the best for him, but I have my doubts.  FlipperBoy actually was at the office the other day, meeting with the Risk Mgt guy.  We are actually advertising and actively looking for someone now, who is supposed to just be the extra guy we need.  Then I have no doubt we will need to replace FlipperBoy, and DivorceGuy once they finally roll out.  I have trained so many techs over the last 5 years, and I am the only one who hangs around.  The IT VP actually asked me to look into Active Directory for us.  We use Novell right now, so if we switch, the stuff I am studying might be of some use in this job.  We'll see.
 
 
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fatbaldguy60
10 March 2008 @ 08:14 am
I feel like dancing  
Dancing:  Good lesson this Saturday.  Saturdays we do rhythm, so it was mostly rumba, then a bit of cha-cha and swing.  Worked on trying to emphasize the lead on the first step in rumba.  This helps with the staccato feeling and also is supposed to carry her thru the third step, and then I lead again on the next first step.  Tried to work some on motion.  I am close to hopeless when it comes to this.  I am working on trying to fell my knees bend, as this seems to help a little.

We went to the USA Dance event yesterday for a couple hours and had some fun and some practice.  The floor is probably much more crowded than it will be for competition in June, but I still need to work on floorcraft.  Not only that, I noticed I am giving a weak or confusing lead because I have not made my mind as to what step I will do next.  I need to think a bit faster and another move or so ahead so I can give the right lead at the right time.

Gaming:  Good night for me Saturday.  We went to see Magtheridon, for my first time.  I went bear form on the third channeler.  The first attempt was a fiasco, as the pull did not go well, so that was a quick wipe.  The second attempt was going well, but someone missed clicking their cube, and we went down again.  Third time through was very smooth and down he went.  The best part was I won the roll for his head so I could obtain the tanking ring, A'dal's Signet of Defense, the number two bear ring in the game behind the exalted Karazhan ring, which I also have.  He also dropped two of the pally/mage tier 4 chests.

Next we went to Gruul's Lair, where we one-shotted the High King in a great display of dps.  Then to Gruul, where we lost a couple people in the first couple shatters and the raid leader was ready to call a wipe.  However, we told him we wanted to keep trying, got a couple battle rezzes in and downed him on the first attempt, surprising the RL with our determination and abilities.  Among other drops were two tokens for warrior, priest, druid T4 shoulders.  I tied for second and won the roll-off so I got my T4 shoulders for my bear set.  Next week I plan on sitting out all the rolls as I got so lucky this week.  On a 25 man raid the loot spreads out a lot thinner; it is someone else's turn now.

Family:  Our daughter visited her in-laws yesterday afternoon and then came over and spent the evening with us.  The grandchild grew 1.5 inches in her first two weeks and has put on 14 ounces.  Apparently their pediatrician says she will be tall.  She is so well behaved, at least when we see her.  My wife held her a good bit, but I got my time in as well as Dad.  Of course they forgot to bring the Wii with them, so we will go out there next week and pick it up while giving them a visit.

Writing:  I am so lazy it is unbelievable.  At least that is what I am telling myself now.  I know I have a lot on my plate, but I need to actually start on something.  If I can get moving, I can keep moving.  Damn inertia anyway!
 
 
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fatbaldguy60
06 March 2008 @ 08:37 am
Virtual friends  
I play a lot of World of Warcraft.  Generally I am on most nights for at least a couple hours, sometimes more.  I do skip a night or two a week.   I have been on the same server since I started a couple years ago.  I only have one 70.  I don't do much alting, unlike a lot of other people.  I have tried, but I lose interest in the new characters before they get to far.  The farthest is something like level 32.  I guess I like my druid too much to play another class.

I started out in a small RP [role-playing] guild for a couple months.  The guild leaders eventually burned out and moved to another server, and most of the remaining players moved to the same guild, where we played for several months.  That guild eventually merged with a larger guild in order to get into some raiding, but that only lasted a few weeks before they resplintered due to differences in play style, etc.  I stayed with the larger guild for a while, since I felt somewhat bad that everyone had joined and left so quickly.  However, I missed playing with the people who had left and about a month or so later I joined them.  We persevered for a while, but we were small in size from the splintering that occurs whenever guilds break up, and eventually we all decided it was for the best to go our separate ways.  At this point I stayed guildless for a while, just roaming the world.

Eventually I found my current guild.  I knew some of the people in the guild from being with them in my first guild.  These guys have a great attitude.  We want to raid [and do, cleared through Gruul's so far] but we are casual enough that you can raid and play when you want and no one is pushing you to spec a certain way, or be there for every raid.  People chat in ventrilo and we raid and instance and help take care of each other, at least in game.

Obviously, some of our guildees know each other in RL, but I feel like a know a good number of my guildmates reasonably well.  My wife does not understand why I feel bad when I get to a raid late, or have to miss a raid.  I feel bad because I am letting my friends down, but to her they are just people on the computer.  I think if she played the game she might understand how I feel, but because she does not she does not see that people on the computer can be your friends.  The technical age we live in had had its impact on so many aspects of our society; who you see as friends and how you interact with them is just one of them.

Our guild leader has been in the hospital for most of a week now.  Her SO, another officer in our guild, has obviously been out as well.  Another officer [the one I knew from my first guild] has been having RL issues and his appearance in the game have been sporadic.  In RL we would know where she was, what was wrong with her [and the others], etc.  I don't know any of that stuff, but in game we can be supportive and do all those other friend things to try and help people feel better.

Real world friends exist in real space.  No matter where you go and what you do, they are there.  Ingame friends only exist in the game, [they exist outside the game, obviously, but since I don't know who they are, etc, it is as if they do not exist] but emotional attachments can and are formed, no matter that they attach to pixels and a disembodied voice.

I guess what I am trying to say is get well Xaal. 
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fatbaldguy60
04 March 2008 @ 08:49 am
Author-reader relationship  
What kind of obligations do authors have to their readers, and the reverse? This was inspired by a response from [info]_starlady_ to a post about Steve Gould and the movie made from his novel "Jumper" [Feb 18th].

What do I, as a reader, owe to the authors I read?

  • Pay for what I read. I don't hang around B&N reading the first half of the book. I might borrow a copy from a friend or relative for an author I have not read, but if I enjoyed it, I buy my own copy. If I didn't enjoy it, I usually didn't read too much anyway.
  • Give the author a chance. I try not to get diverted by the jacket blurb, or the cover picture. Read enough to make an informed decision about whether this is a book you want to finish.
  • Realize that the world in the book is not your world. It is the author's world. They get to decide who lives, who dies, who saves the girl, what color the sky is, and all those things. If you want to decide, write your own book. It is way harder than reading!
  • Loyalty. This is more personal, but I believe that once I have read and enjoyed an author there is a connection. I keep buying that author's product even if there is a hiccup. Usually the hiccup passes, and the next one is fine. Too many hiccups and the loyalty is gone.
  • Let the author know you enjoyed their work. In today's connected world many authors have blogs or web sites where you can let them know you enjoyed their work. Don't go too far, you aren't their new BFF, but everyone likes being told they pleased you. I don't do this often enough, but I am working on it.


What does an author owe his/her readers?


  • Do the best you can to write an enjoyable, believable book. The Belgariad/Malloreon is close to my favorite series of all time, but then Eddings wrote stuff like The Redemption of Althalus, in which every challenge faced by the protagonist was easily overcome with uber powers. Not believable, and not enjoyable.
  • Don't become self-indulgent or lazy. Robert Heinlein is my favorite author, bar none, but some of his later work is self-indulgent, and it shows. I really enjoyed Robert Adams' Horseclans books, but some of the later stuff has chapters and chapters filled with stuff from earlier books in the series in the guise of a new viewpoint; lazy, lazy, lazy.
  • Be true to your vision and your characters. This is where Steve Gould comes in. I know he had no creative control over the movie made from "Jumper"; very few authors do. But he wrote "Jumper: Griffin's Story" in this "updated" world and seems to have embraced it. He says books change when they are adapted for the screen, and I agree. That doesn't mean you have to write another book in that changed world. I don't begrudge his making money over the movie, I probably would have done the same. However, there is a group of people who supported him before the movie, and I believe he has let us down by buying into all the changes that were made to his work by other people. I am no author, I know very little of the business and the demands made on authors, so this is from the viewpoint of a reader. This is your world, you made it, and I have no right to make it anything else. But once it is made, I don't think you should be changing it either.
Comments or disagreements welcome.
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fatbaldguy60
02 March 2008 @ 06:45 pm
Breakthrough  
Gaming:  Saturday night we went into Gruul's Lair.  We had to pug in about 6 or 7 people, who were very helpful.  It did take a while to get going.  It was 9:15-9:30 before we zoned in.  One of the newer guild members, from a further progressed guild that folded, led the raid.   We got the pull for Maulgar set up and got the first two down before the mage got blown up and we wiped.  The second time in we nailed it and the High King went down.  No drops I could use, and it was on to Gruul.  We had some issues with shatter for a bit, but on the fourth attempt, he went down.  I died just before he went down because of my dam UI blowing up my healthstone macro, so I was in caster form and got one-shotted.  The T4 legs dropped, but I did not win the roll.  

Life:  We had a good weekend, seeing our daughter and her baby.  We bought her a new rocking chair and I put it together for her to put int he baby's room for when she is feeding her.  That baby can eat.  I mean, I have never seen a week old baby eat that much.  She did not fuss too much, although they said she was up a lot Friday night.  We watched her for a while Saturday morning while they slept, then played Wii for a couple hours, then a couple hours more when my brother and his wife came by to see the baby.

He even managed to find a Wii this weekend and also picked us up one.  We will get it next week when our daughter comes up.  The family matriarch [husband's side, with all the money] really wants to see the baby.

 
 
 
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fatbaldguy60
28 February 2008 @ 05:11 pm
Reading  
Reading:  Finished "The Golden Compass" last week.  I started the second book, but put it down after a few chapters.   The book was OK, but nothing more.  It certainly was not interesting enough to entice me to finish the trilogy.  It had none of the scope or grandeur of either LotR or the Belgariad.

On the other hand, started "Old Man's War" by John Scalzi last night and just finished it up.  Compelling characters, interesting setting, solid military SF.  One person on arts.rec.sf.compositon called it "Starship Trooper's" without the lectures.  That pretty much nails it, although I even enjoyed the lectures, when they are coming from the master.  I will be purchasing "The Ghost Brigades" and "The Lost Colony" on my next visit to the bookstore.
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